My compulsion to crossdresss outside

Posted Posted at:2024-5-23 6:20

For as long as I can remember, I have been crossdressing on and off. As a little kid it was just fantasy, playing dress up. It was fun and dressing up as a girl allowed me to forget my problems and enter a fantasy world where everything was beautiful and sweet. During puberty, cross-dressing was sexual stimulation. When I put on a dress with crossdresser hips, my whole body shook with excitement. I thought I was going to explode, and it was very sexy and very addictive. My initial feeling of panic about dressing in front of others, something I previously only did shamefully and in private, quickly gave way to a blissful sense of calm fulfilment.

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As an adult, I wondered why this compulsion to wear a pair of fake boobs in silicone was a necessary part of my life. I knew my brain was wired to release feel-good neurotransmitters every time I cross-dressed. I tried to stop and kept coming back. It was about letting my brain release dopamine. Now, in my 40s, I just accept that it’s part of me. It always makes me happy, it's just about enjoying life. I tried not to let on how much I enjoyed the entire experience and desperately wanted to do it all again.


You will be noticed no matter what if you wear a crossdresser bodysuit with realistic silicone mask. It's how often you get noticed and people's responses that you should try to control. To minimize being noticed, the key is to dress and behave similarly to cisgirls your age. This way you will mingle and not take offense. I had experimented with a wig and makeup and was finally able to paint myself and comb my wig in a passable manner.


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